Earlier on today, one round of a full practice had my heart pumping in my chest faster that I thought possible. It was like I could hear all of my blood rushing and my heart beating deep behind my ribcage, almost breaking it. My lower body was drained, and now my back was aching,…
I love it , cause he looks so happy
i was crying in my car in front of the mcdonalds near my house eating french fries and listening to my sad playlist in the car and a black guy tapped on my window and just gave me life changing advice “its going to be ok lil nigga you can do it”
My head was pounding, sharp vibrations shooting throughout my skull.
The pain was intensified by all the commotion going on around me.
There seemed to be screams coming from every corner of the club.
The voices were mangled, but three of them I could make out very clearly.
Breath in. Blink. Blink. Breath out.
Swallow, breath, blink.
In time, we’ll wonder who deemed normal, normal.
June. 7. 2011.
The room was a dream, so to say.
A pure taste of an Unrealistic lifestyle, all to ourselves.
I breathed in quietly, exhaled in a loud sigh as my bum met with the…
I can’t think straight today.
No whimsical thought, no touching words, no soft whispers to ease my mind.
Nothing to connect you to me because I’ve lost my self.
I guess we’ll just have to be patient then.
Wait for my second chance.
June. 9. 2011.
Neither of us wanted to apologize as we…